IT I used to think the wall appeared around 4 o'clock. You know. The brick wall that appears in front of you and for me between my eyes and this screen. The wall that causes my motivation to drop, my body to flop, and my brain to get easily sidetracked.. I used to think this wall only appeared around 4 or later past 4 closer to 5, but I now admit to myself that this wall does not appear around 4 all the time, sometimes it appears around 3, or even 2:30.. Today I think the wall appeared around 11.. .But i'm pushing through as I always do, try not to get my feet stuck too deeply into this mudd.. I get things done, I even had a few moments of brilliancy a few moments ago, don't exaclty remember what it was now, but hey.. that's ok... So here I am.. around 2:30, pushing pushing pushing, easily distracted, my body feels all weird from the working out I did yesterday. I'm addicted to and sick of jolly ranchers and the boys are doing the national anthem tonight at the basketball game.. so cool.. Check out their IT site that went live yesterday phish.IT cool shit...

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